i think hating kids is indicative of deep self loathing

if you can’t have patience and respect for a person that is still so new to this place i can only imagine how you speak to yourself when you feel you’ve done something wrong.

just took a hit that tasted like the smell of one of those smoke bomb firework things

they’re saying it’s the greatest badge reel of all time

i mean honestly i keep thinking about it and it’s literally fucking absurd that some guy who uses private jets for his daughters pony is able to do that bc we pay caregivers and “unskilled” laborers who ARE THE ENTIRE REASON THAT THE ESTABLISHMENT FUNCTIONS 4¢ every millennia

it’s fucking unconscionable. i feel sick with rage thinking about it. i cannot understand what the fuck we are doing and why the fuck we are doing it!!!! none of us want to be doing it!!!!! everyone is constantly talking about how they don’t want to do it!!!

but if you don’t do it you can’t fucking survive. i hate this rat race of an existence. things do not have to be like this.

like 4x today people told me how “smart” i am for masking in an effort to avoid illness. in my heart of hearts i want to ask if they know they can also do it

don’t worry, they’re drinking their emergen-c!

they take you out back and shoot you if you dare suggest that the c suite email guy doesn’t deserve to make more money than people actually caring for patients

can’t wait to have some kind of disciplinary action bc i’m being too honest in the supposedly “anonymous” work survey

i have opposite autism where i’m actually hyper aware of how off putting i am socially

her boobs light up my world call that areola borealis

feature film for class this week is the 1996 classic, Romeo+Juliet. they don’t make movies like they used to

oh, good. it’s six-pm-feels-like-midnight season

i should do some statistics homework but i’d rather sate my appetite and go to bed :)

yeah

RT @notwhoraxxx: the funny thing about contamination ocd is you can work with and handle bodily fluids everyday (i did) and be completely f…

this is just so freaking sick

early on one of my anesthesiologists was like,,, incapable of recognizing me despite having worked together multiple times and i embarrassed him in front of the entire room one day and he’s been normal with me ever since :)

it’s funny because i think a lot of the men i work (“under”) with were really committed to disliking me and i’ve relished each moment that i’ve seen one of them realize that i’m literally just some weird funny little guy and that they’ve been weird

it helps that i’m good at my job